21. This world a hole that made itself? A hole continually making the word, in- effable. Last remnants on this beach, meaningless? Polystyrene bits, a small green bag filled with dog shit. Bundled old man and middle-aged daughter stare into waves. So careful, so careful, the way she holds his elbow as they struggle back through whipped sand tails. He turns, takes one last look back: grey cloud, grey sea, sparse rain. What was the word whispered over the dead (now ochre bones), found inside Goat’s Hole Cave when the Bristol Channel was a plain? Last words as seed, enfolded inside the first. Gulls sound the fog. Hunger of the surf. Rivulets cut through wet sand, halfway to the tide-line, where water drains down from terraced houses. Sanderlings dart around mud pools, rocks, hunting. Fog horn, faint Yellow lights, faint Smell of chips and curry, faint Taint of sewage from open PVC pipes at roof level, faint Voices, faint Distant lights off the Devon coast, faint A siren, faint
Christien Gholson | Tidal Flats 22 Contents | Mudlark No. 63 (2017)