22. Whiteford Sands, Gower, cold. November coming in from the Celtic Sea. Cumulus clouds, white-blue, sun-lit towers; their bases, flat, grey, riding the horizon. Sitting in a slack between dunes, shelter from the fierce wind. I feel the hands of the dead, grasping the roots of marram grass, sea holly, scrub trees. Found a mermaid’s purse in my backpack, among some books. When did I pick it up? Why? (Things: to keep, put on a shelf) I get up, move slowly across sand flats. Need to return it to the sea. Sand batters my hood, face. Dead bull-seal, half-sifted into mud, surrounded by a dead crab, empty plastic water bottles, wrack threaded with black mussels, cut grass and sheep shit, strips of plastic, candy bar wrappers, empty snail shells, a frayed green rope... Pool of water and bladder-wrack inside the ribs. Line of vertebrae submerged. Leather mouth receded — teeth, a grimace. A few flies work against the cold on the exposed jawbone. Nearby, hoof prints of escaped cows.
Christien Gholson | Tidal Flats 23 Contents | Mudlark No. 63 (2017)