This morning, fixing myself a cup of coffee, nesting the filter in the cup, scooping the coffee into the white cone, pouring boiling water through; standing at the sink, watching raindrops stream down the greenhouse window (write “greenhouse” for accuracy, think “greenhouse effect.” The mind links by just this one word to “bleak” and “cosmic” and “extinct.” To “planet” and “self-immolation.” To Timothy Brown, the Vietnam vet who set himself on fire yesterday to protest a Persian Gulf war. To “jungle,” to Goodall’s chimps, who sometimes die of grief, to the one named Passion, who murders and eats her own kind—an aberration in the chimp kingdom)—watching the visible world melt into multiple image, re-form, clarify, melt again.
(Autumn, 1990)
Susan Kelly-DeWitt | Three Nights Contents | Mudlark No. 46 (2012)