Four Soliloquies
what counts is the mythology of the self
or listening to Fats Waller at 3 A.M. or
at least until you realize that you havent got
a phonograph we were remembering
things through touch Gretta, dear,
what are you thinking about?
Batmans erotic memory
something about capes
about that he once saw a father in bed sobbing
about shadowed salmon-pink skirt panels
about Bette Davis sex
in frames flat colors and KA-POW !
if I were a painter
the therapeutics of movement,
centrifuged melancholy Id think her
bodyd worn out.
dislocations
handbones arm and elbow
cold fields where I was aware coming to redoubts afloat
on our dreams
Ill never forget the way you looked
(I used
the hallucinations for all they were worth.
There isnt much to tell.
Im 38.
I went to college.
I can still speak English when my job demands it.
the talking self which goes hand
in hand with the fucking self) you ran of course
I was chasing you