Stephen Reilly
Hotel Florida
Not like now, towering glass and steel where bored actuaries and attorneys drift off in daydreams over the skyline, out and over Tampa Bay into wide Gulf waters. In 1972, the Hotel Florida was never meant to be home, but a downtown home it was for guys very much like us — well, like me — paycheckers to paycheckers. Our lives lived out like Polaroids. What we did who we were: Fred, a Fuller Brush man, who failed to make his monthly quotas. Larry, a mechanic with a rambler heart, tuning Chevy sedans and station wagons. and George, the Piggly Wiggly manager, always sweaty in his white short-sleeve shirts. What the hell Wally did was anybody's guess. We slept hard and heavy and dreamed what dreams we had left. Half pints of Jack Daniels sat on nightstands. Winstons smoked down to the filters. Gideon tucked away in bureaus. Any wives long gone, moved back to Detroit, Duluth, Buffalo, and our kids much better off — if we ever cared to confess the truth. Female companionship still sought with as little as a drink or as much as a c-note. The hotel elevator sputtered from floor to floor hour after hour, night after night, sleepless.
A Miami Memoir
If it ain’t poetry, it’s history. — Carl Sandburg
The neighbors on the corner, North Carolinians, quiet, kept to themselves, and landscaped immaculate, while we were the New Yorkers — me tagged as the wise-ass kid from New York City, though not quite a city kid, more a Long Island pissant. And then the Oklahomans whose cousin recorded hillbilly rock for the KKK. All I can recall about the family two doors down, they were Floridians whose great-great grandparents migrated from Georgia after the war, the War Between the States. A gracias Dios for the retired Columbian couple who helped me muddle through high school Spanish. Their price: a rosary said on Wednesdays. Sinatra quit his winter gigs at the Fontainebleau. South Beach aged like the elderly in retirement homes. Vice cops and Mafioso vacationed at the Castaways. Godfrey on the radio. Gleason teed off in Miami Lakes. Eastern Airlines owned the sky. The Snake Creek still fat with bass. The Grahams grazed their cattle west of the Palmetto Expressway. The city not yet the city with its silvery and glassy skyline, gateway to all Americas. The Cubans settled into their casas and Flagler Street. Fifty years since my family traded maples and apples for palms and citrus, bluebirds for mockingbirds. My father may have been right. That city a city for bust outs from other states. The steady onshore breeze, afternoon rains, the relentless sun breathes any day into new days. The refugees relieved, whether Batista’s boys demonizing Castro’s crew over dominoes or Haitians no longer mired down by Papa and Baby Doc. Before the discos, pistoleros and cocaine psychosis at the altar of La Madrina de Muerte, midnight Donzi crews motoring into Haulover Cut, we floated on herbs — best in the nation — along Collins in a battered blue VW, Dylan or Creedence on the 8-track. Laid-back love-in weekends in Coconut Grove. Sailboats rocked on Sailboat Bay. A first love with acid discovered at Fairchilds. Not that we ever broke out with choruses from Hair. We held down our jobs the best we could. Had to. No one a fortunate son. And hell no, we didn’t go where we already went. Half the neighborhood shot up and shipped back by Sixty-eight. Dilly-dallying through the decades — no denying it — more often than naught circling like a mullet in the shallows while Miami decked itself out in pastels, nouveau nouveau, condos atop condos, Casas del Sol sprung up like wildflowers. This city, now a city, no more Miamah. Muy bonita. Julia Tuttle mailed her citrus blossoms to Flagler, birthing a city with his railroad and a sibyl insight of what could be, would be. Did she see our freeways? We did and rode them to other states or migrated back to our home states. The Pacific Coast always tempting. My own sojourn cut short by an Arctic blast. A pledge to all that’s good: Nowhere without alligators and palms. Still time for a tequila sunrise at the Eden Roc.
Stephen Reilly’s poems have appeared in Charon, Wraparound South, Albatross, Main Street Rag, Broad River Review, Cape Rock, Poetry South, and other publications. One of his poems appears in the anthology Florida in Poetry: A History of the Imagination, edited by Jane Anderson Jones and Maurice O’Sullivan, Pineapple Press, Sarasota, FL 1995.
Reilly retired in 2023 after working more than 30 years as a staff writer for the Englewood Sun, a daily Florida newspaper with circulation in south Sarasota County, Charlotte and DeSoto counties.
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