The Milton Man and Other Poems
by Frederick Pollack
Dureé | Son of Bartleby | The Orc You Rode In On
Peep | Fanfare | Poser | The Milton Man
Dureé
In the spring of the year I set out on a journey that is none. Spring, likewise, lacks the expected appeal, as it always did for allergy sufferers, and more generally now that it’s mainly a bullyboy, an enforcer for summer, heralding plague and drought. As for the concept of a journey, be honest: does it apply to you or anyone now that vast areas of earth are barred except to the heedless, naïve, connected, or heavily armed? Executives travel to conference tables like their own, emigrants and refugees to death—who or what can you name that “journeys” now? Perhaps only drones, which from the empyrean approach battlefields, prospective targets, and fungible earth, to see what they can see. And the talking or silent heads I pass either look down or aggressively out, as if eyes were a source of deadly rays. They have nothing to say that does not require intricate translation, skill at which is hard to learn and hated by its objects to the point of silence, denial that there is more than one language, or violence. Meanwhile the landscape is similarly petulant: trees, deer, fish, the premature and drooping flowers, even my secret disciples the crows seem dispirited. They have grasped an idea, that of the End; ask, When will Man the Master exert his final privilege, claim the destiny of abusers, so that our End may come, pain end, and rats alone uphold the flag of mammals? In the spring of the year I set out on a journey. It went from book to book, and poem to poem, which I fully admit followed the same map and whims. And spring was what everyone wished, and for which they would all come into the public squares at the end of days, and never need discover that it was a bequest of winter. Then the heart, my heart, freed from cliché but consigned to a windowbox at the edge of the scene, would flower at last, the spirit of the animals return, while the throughline of pity, that meager thread of voice which had bound together all the books, would no longer be drowned out by them
Son of Bartleby
I too would prefer not to, but must. Trying to be no longer chronically late, I arrive for meetings days, then weeks early. Hang in 24-hour places, which are rare in the after-five deadness of downtowns, or on the floors of janitors’ closets and breakrooms lent by humane workers. So when I do appear for appointments I’m generally musty, often hungry. A friendly executive lets me drink from his secret flask, a doctor hands me a glucose tab before they throw me out. Considering then that my efforts to — as mystics of all cultures advise — reduce my imprint on the world have not succeeded, I redouble them. Sleep fully clothed on top of the covers, which I smooth whenever I get up. Shower in a trickle, so as not to spot the plastic curtain or invite mold to the walls. Bake only with a microwave, which cooks, I’ve always felt, less with heat than death. So when, laterally (though most would say downwardly) mobile, I stroll your ever-gentrifying streets, I am the audience, the consumer of the ad you are. Whose product I appreciate but can’t afford. The void I sell can only be bought with a kind of dreadful humility; is otherwise free.
The Orc You Rode In On
Fantasists invite me to address them. I’m not one of you, I say — my work is as rooted in determinism as my corpse will be. They laugh, as at an outrage. As I stride through applause to their podium I notice I have become a large, green, fanged, odorous ogre, and they indistinguishable (though not to themselves, no doubt), androgynous, purplish elves. “You shouldn’t assume,” I growl, “that people who look like me as you see me now will shrivel before your charm. Charm is precisely what they want to slime and shatter. Nor will your utter ineffectual harmlessness deter them; it invites.” The tones of their recrimination range from hysteria to poststructuralist condescension to sweet hipster nothings. I am accused of hostility, even of phobias! Unheard, I cry that I am on their side, but that a side is a line, a front, not shapeless ooze. At which point the doors burst open and the hall is seized by bearded, bulbous and, of course, heavily-armed trolls. Bullets and anathemata fly. I’m missed or spared because, in my present incarnation, I’m invisible to them; also, it’s my fantasy. Disconsolately I sit among membra disjecta. Outside, the various thug factions begin to do each other in. And/or (it takes a long time) liberals get it together; there’s more gunfire. Those who eventually enter and rescue me (I instantly resemble them) from among the bones seem exhausted by history but still game; accustomed to community and empathy; wear mild, Sumerian smiles or the look of early mammals on an ancient veldt.
Peep
A firm but rather bland repeated call consisting more or less of seven chirps came from the headland, where his private stream enters the sea. (When the sea rises, he’ll rely on his helipad.) From distant stables, meanwhile, the sound of a horse, which I had never heard except from screens. The distant bird, horse, sun, compound, even the length of the bench I sat on were his distances, the divine leisure his sublimity; only boredom was mine. When they say It’s always five o’clock somewhere, they mean there. He emerged from nowhere, all of which he owns, holding a mojito. A detail: total baldness, whether from alopecia or because it’s a badge among his stratum. “How’re ya doin’?” he asked, the grin almost as convincing as a skull’s.
Fanfare
The quiet wakes me. It’s a different quiet, confident and satisfied though tired. The room, a kitchen, strange except to archetypal or ancestral memory: coils over the fridge, oilcloth curtains beneath the sink, no dishwasher; on a shelf beside cans, a radio. But the linoleum floor, though worn, has been mopped; glass lately jelly-jars gleams by the sink. Outside, beyond the trees, and buildings just (I sense) like this, the quiet carries echoes of marching men and instruments, cheered speeches promising the world. No wonder the city is sleeping. The sound of civic brooms removing tickertape becomes the sobs of someone across the table. Prolonged sorrow has blurred her beauty, changed it to something otherwise enduring. “Why are you crying?” I ask. “Everyone’s happy.” — “They’re more than happy, they’re victorious. You know which victory, you were born in it, and have been reborn, now that Time has drawn its vast and unsuspected circle, each time slightly more perfect. My loss is part of victory and of that great round, my grief the cornerstone of better worlds.” — “You sound like the speeches whose echoes I hear.” — “Those speakers didn’t lie. Go see.” I open the sashweight window and look out. Everyone’s Black. I’m Black.
Poser
My usual gloomy abstract question (What is the point?) obtrudes, normally, for no more than a moment unless instantiated, for instance by an article saying the young no longer read for pleasure; interviews with them appear, in fact, to reveal a sort of disgust at the idea. A bird I don’t know is emitting a loud, strange call: short but complex, with two dips and a loop that closes on itself. I imagine what this would look like as an ideogram, carved on a basalt cliff.
The Milton Man
Good friend, for Jesu’s sake forbeare To dig the dust enclosèd here …
The danger in writing narrative poetry comes when you feel the story would have a taste — and leave that necessary aftertaste — in prose. Like an arch, deadpan New Yorker thing of the old school. Then you have to hustle to make sure it’s a poem. Looser links, more “leaps.” Parts sketchier, less obviously meaningful, i.e., more suggestive; the ending more obscure and metaphysical. In those days there were English majors. Some of us took “advanced,” more difficult courses. At one point eight of us seniors were sent to be lectured by the Milton Man. I’ve forgotten his name. A legend in the Department; had singlehandedly returned Milton — disliked by Eliot as a Dissenter and regicide, and by Pound for some reason — to prominence. Scarcely taught any more, and only graduate students. It turned out he lived in his office. Narrow cot like ours, beneath a litho — not of Milton at Cambridge or Cromwell’s side, or blind, dictating to his daughters — but of the plaque above Shakespeare’s grave, with its curse. Papers everywhere, the narrow leaded windows closed against a mild fall day. Smoked Trues — the ones with the futuristic plastic filter. Sat on the bed, the wide stone ashtray on a chair, heaped full. Wizened, necktied, the gaze always twenty degrees from ours. Berated us. We should know, should already have sensed that we must find not only graduate schools to apply to but masters — advisers, protectors, patrons. And be absolutely sure what we had to offer, i.e., what our theses would be. “You?” “I like Yeats.” “He’s been done to death. You?” (Me:) “The period between Pope and Wordsworth.” “No interest in it, you’ll get nowhere. One or the other.” He mentioned names, we wrote them down; advised us how to approach them. Understand, this was long before “theory,” whose threat, delivered by minions to a vastly diminished cadre, is doubtless more upbeat and abstract. A half-smoked True joined the pile, which ignited. The Milton Man, going on about the distribution of geniuses on the East Coast, patted it; butts fell on the grim, singed rug; we bent to pick them up and return them to the ashtray. When we left, half or more of us were taking what he’d had to say to heart. But the times were such that their expression was identical to mine or anyone’s thinking No fucking way.
Frederick Pollack is the author of two book-length narrative poems, The Adventure and Happiness, both from Story Line Press; the former reissued 2022 by Red Hen Press. He has published three collections of shorter poems, A Poverty of Words (Prolific Press, 2015), Landscape with Mutant (Smokestack Books, UK, 2018), and The Beautiful Losses (Better Than Starbucks Books, 2023). And he has many other poems in print and online journals, including Mudlark in ’07, ’16, ’20, ’22, and ’23. His poetics are “neither navelgazing mainstream nor academic pseudo-avant-garde.” Pollack’s website can be found at www.frederickpollack.com.
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