Mudlark Flash No. 23 (2004)

Rachel Crawford


Instead of the usual author's note, Rachel Crawford offers her readers this: “My favorite poets are the ones I can imagine having at least a little dirt under their fingernails.”


Grunt

The poets of despair—rarified, dignified, resigned, gorgeous with the shimmering phosphorescence of rot—are sadder and wiser than I.

But I, too, can consider the horizon a blade, stagger beneath the cruelty of spring, molder graveside in elegaic black.

But mostly I say screw it. I say screw it to no-one in particular and revel in my unpoeticness, a middle-aged porcine philosopher grunting in the mud of bad poetry.

I write gleeful bad rhymes. I bed men and bear children who will die. I lie on my back in the earthly ooze and surrender, grinning, to reality—pleased as a village idiot at the warmth of the sun on my loosening thighs.


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