Glen Armstrong
The Awful Egg
Paloma showed up at Eleanor’s funeral disheveled and incoherent. She was asked to leave, but Eleanor’s mother intervened, insisting she stay. * Though I never feared God, I feared the beatings doled out by believers. School would have been Hell if not for art class and the occasional fieldtrip by train. * Paloma assumed the boys would know what “under the walnut tree” meant. * I was reading The Awful Egg when someone pulled the fire alarm. * The lesson was twofold: know your place — control your body.
For Sedimental Reasons
I have earned medallions, plaques and various colored doodads associated with rank and expertise, but I still nearly tip the lamp over every time I reach to turn it on. Sometimes light lies in a heap at the bottom of a light bulb. Sometimes I settle in a heap at the bottom of myself. Nothing has shaken me for years. Sometimes I imagine a tiny sun above the soccer player’s foot just before she kicks the winning goal. Not even that restores me to my former flow and consistency.
Symbols that Look Like Rabbits
They know only wonder. They would rather know rubber floor mats and Spanish as a second language. Their constant state of epiphany supplies no baseline. The fine silk lining takes credit for keeping me warm, but the ugly tweed does most of the heavy lifting. Skilled actuaries decorate the city with long strands of numbers and symbols that look like rabbits, with long strands of holiday lights that look like conjugated verbs.
Glen Armstrong holds an MFA in English from the University of Massachusetts Amherst and edits a poetry journal called Cruel Garters. His poems have appeared in Conduit, Poetry Northwest, and Another Chicago Magazine.
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