West 37th Street
For B and C
When I spot a cyclist, powered by something other than legs (perhaps it’s her Sherwin Williams paint-sample hair), rocketing down the sidewalk of West 37th street and about to collide with an elderly woman who, bent like a comma, has paused to regard a patch of flagging daffodils, her dress having taken a cab from the 1950s, I yell—no, more like scream, as only someone with a savior complex can scream, “Watch out!” The elderly woman, annoyed, says to me firmly, “I don’t need your help, young man [I’m pushing 60]. The fucking bitch should be in the bike lane.” For the first time in months I laugh, a big belly laugh. It’s like a boiler being taken out of a basement. The sun slices the tangerine clouds. It’s a cat emerging from behind the couch. “Welcome back, Mom,” I say. To which the woman, shuffling again, replies, “Whatever.”
Ralph James Savarese | Balloon
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