Paranormal Foreplay
(Polyphony, with the Empty Blue)
No matter where she placed that jug filled with ashes, at night there it was, in the attic, floating, behind a stack of old board games and a curtain of dust. This she considered a form of paranormal foreplay. I took out the trash and for once I didn’t count to ten, wreathed as I was in the melody of the flu and a subtle whiff of cognitive decay. Later I’m in the woods sidestepping a rabbit trap when I forget just how to breathe. Weeks pass. My mailman carts off all that he can and places a call to Mr. Zip. The red phone under the cake dome rings without answer. Another jug shows up at her house in town. She sits it in the hall and mouths the word “circuit” as she notices that there’s nothing in the sky but the horribly empty blue she’ll forever equate with Dresden. According to my horoscope I will never play professional baseball nor live in a town by a lake. When the sun comes up I risk a quick look around. No lakes. I yank off my catcher’s mask, pick up a jug and then stumble to where a creek used to be. Nothing is quite as I remember. The meaning of these communiqués eludes her. She feels unmoored. She feels like sea drift, lost in the tide, like whatever is coming will prove itself her answer, or nothing at all.
Jeffrey Little | (inside of snake time) Contents | Mudlark No. 77 (2024)